NO if (naive)

im gone

will anybody ever miss me?

when nobody ever see my existence

will they (if any) cry for me?

noo!you just want to laugh with me, used me, and make fun of me

i am nothing to you

im just your ear when your mouth used to speak so loud

you don't use your eyes to see me

thank you, my heart tho it seem strong, it does bleed sometimes.

misery business

i am so frustrated with me, really hope that it will be alright
Tuhan tolong aku, tumpah jugak air mata yg betakung tu

2:39AM

still awake with a cup of suam-suam suku nescafe accompany me..why am i here again?because im finally feels than im home..free to write whats on my mind, whats been going on.. today (err yesterday) my beloved lappy is finally home with me after almost 3 month of being "injured" with the bloody smart (as the bro said) virus that tried to kill him <---(coz my lappy is a guy/it..name,Jay)LOL..im soo happy today..all the data are recovered..(thank God, i have like gazilloin pictures in here) so its all save and sound..yipii..

this is the last week of my semester break..like it or not i have to move my big fat lazy ass to Shah Alam or i shall say the USA..lol..urgghh..to conclude the sem break?me = KUTU BERAS,FAT CAT,and all those things that equal to malas..goshh..and..i've cried a lot..hah..over something i don't think i can take it easy coz its not!!!but well thats life..it can be cruel sometimes..and i don't blame the fate..coz its written.but God please help me,ease my <3>

p/s: i've gained 5kg these past 2 months..oooyeahh

its football mad nation babeh

see i won it already, so guys..go home..its all mine..LOL

never ever ask me "paham ka tgk bola"

try that if u want me to give a long super intellectual speech for you.LOL
well its undeniable fact that im watching the hot guys running over an Innocent ball (hah!!hahah)

well other than that, football for me is more than that..this is the time when you sell your country's name and where are you from..really hope that one day Malaysia will make it through the world cup..its has been long enough and I hate Maxis's football ad..thank god for that at least we have something to be proud of but its lame you know.its about time for us to change.sorry. I know, its easier said than done but for crying out loud..it has been so long..somebody from the team..sell your soul lah..hahah..forgive me..its a joke idiot..lol.

p/s: viva Espana+porto+Argentina = really need to learn Spanish ai aii mi'amor

hah!!gotcha

alamakk..rsia sya tlah tbongkar..(rsia la sgt kalo dh wt www..suma bleh jmpa)
kakak sya jmpa blog sya..sya malu laa..ni tmpt ngrot sya sja..mluah rasa hati tnpa segan silu..mncarot sesuka hati..isk malu i..hmm awan soh update..emm ni kira la kn?hahha..nk2 nk update sgt2 tapi..hahah..mlas..yes thats d word..nnk cta sal jay smapai suma org muntah kejap la yea..i pns2 ni apa pn mls..hati gmbira cmni la..hahaha..penat bsuka riaa ngn jay lately his new album dh kuar album ke 10 tuee..ok2..unt jay t wt post lain...byee

busy n happy = x!hee

hello

ages huh?

urghh how to update when im too busy with my happy busy life..lol

tho got lots of work 2 do but still thanks to my gfs for the fun time we shared together.

final is making its way..getting near n nearer each day..wish me luck

i wish he read this..lol

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick, but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye

Keep it sweet, keep it slow
Let the future pass, but don't let go
But tonight I could fall to sleep
To this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
And your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
My stomach screams just when I look at you

Now fly away so I can breathe

Even though your far from suffocating me
But I can’t get my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

Now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
So here I go, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real

i wish im brave enuf to tell him..but im not!!goshh!!