bila mimpi jadi realiti

well..emm how to put this

lately (er since cuti sem lagi)

i keep on having dreams that turn out REAL!dang

ok here's one..aku mmpi Brazil kalah time lawan ngn holland..4-1

dlm mmp 2 la

and it turns out they really kalah..ok la

aku x take it as a big deal la since aku mmg nk sgt brazil kalah

but last night

omg..t'esak2 kot aku nanges after that dream..aku mmpi ada gegaran and bgun yg aku g tu runtuh..pas2 aku kol mak aku then she said something xclear sgt..

pas2 aku tjaga n trus nages cm org gila mati akal ka hapa..huaaa

aku bgun and amk wuduk

nk kata aku tdo x bsuh kaki aku tdo pas mndi n solat kot..hmm

hah!!pagi tadi

sedang enak aku n my room8 dok bsmbg2(er xjgak..aku dok mnum n dia gyut with her mum)
tiba2 kami bgoyang!!omg cawan yg aku pegang 2 bgoyang2..tkot gila..

trus kitaorg on9 n tgk mmg ada gmpa bumi kat sumatra,

lagilah aku takot..

hmm..i told my bff..he said i should buat solat taubat..

it just a dream la kan after all..

tapi aku still takot!!

2:39AM

still awake with a cup of suam-suam suku nescafe accompany me..why am i here again?because im finally feels than im home..free to write whats on my mind, whats been going on.. today (err yesterday) my beloved lappy is finally home with me after almost 3 month of being "injured" with the bloody smart (as the bro said) virus that tried to kill him <---(coz my lappy is a guy/it..name,Jay)LOL..im soo happy today..all the data are recovered..(thank God, i have like gazilloin pictures in here) so its all save and sound..yipii..

this is the last week of my semester break..like it or not i have to move my big fat lazy ass to Shah Alam or i shall say the USA..lol..urgghh..to conclude the sem break?me = KUTU BERAS,FAT CAT,and all those things that equal to malas..goshh..and..i've cried a lot..hah..over something i don't think i can take it easy coz its not!!!but well thats life..it can be cruel sometimes..and i don't blame the fate..coz its written.but God please help me,ease my <3>

p/s: i've gained 5kg these past 2 months..oooyeahh